Omfg!!! I can't I can't! Not anymore! EXCUSES EXCUSES EXCUSES!!!! IM SO FUCKIN OVER THIS BULLSHIT! I have fuckin feelings obviously that doesn't fuckin matter....it hurts my heart that all I do is love n be there all the time...I been patient soooooo patient n for what?!! I hate this all I can fuckin do is cry why? I hate this...I'm done
“I want you. I want your sleepy confused look when you wake up, and the smile that follows. I want to be the warmth that fills the space in your bed. I don’t want to share you.”—unknown (via swiftbeat)
You know people don't know what they have till its gone. This is so true just because i'm here rite now doesn't mean i'll be here forever. A person may love u but any person can only take so much no matter how much they love u. What people don't realize is that when u get into a relationship u should never push any of ur friends away cause when that person ur with leaves ur ass that friend will be the only one there for u. Unless u push them to there limit. It sad to say but u cant take a friends friendship for granted. ESPECIALLY when that friend is nothing but good to u and basically hands u everything with no questions asked. I dunno how much more u can prove to a person that your friendship is important. But I'm getting over all the bullshit. Pretty soon imma start deleting peoples phone numbers and just people period cause again the phone works both ways and if u love ur friend u will somehow fight for thier friendship also. You know how they say "it take's two to tangle" Just sayin!
Damn it really sucks when u want somebody sooo bad and u cant have them everything about them is just so perfect n it sucks cause they don't see the same in u...When will the day come that someone will love me as much as i love them that sees the perfection in me as i see it in them that will be willing to fight for me as i for them...When? I'm not getting any younger :/